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I would rather go on wanting you and never have you.. than have you, and lose you... and spend the rest of my life wanting what I lost..

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Friday, May 7, 2010

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Inside Out -- eve 6 (running through my head)

I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,

swallow my doubt

turn it inside out

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you



I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet,

chalk white and oh so frail.

I see our time has gotten stale.

The tick tock of the clock is painful,

all sane and logical.

I want to tear it off the wall.

I hear words in clips and phrases,

I think sick like ginger ale,

My stomach turns and I exhale.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

I would swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.



SoCal is where my mind states,

but it's not my state of mind.

I'm not as ugly, sad as you.

Or am I origami?

Folded up and just pretend,

demented as the motives in your head.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

I would swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you .



I alone am the one you don't know you need

take heed, feed your ego.

Make me blind when your eyes close,

sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.



I alone am the one you don't know you need,

you don't know you need me.

Make me blind when your eyes close,

Tie me to the bedpost.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

Swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round to a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through,

now I'm through with you



through with you



rendezvous then I'm through with you..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

blurry - puddle of mudd (running through my head)

Every thing's so blurry


And everyone's so fake

And everybody's empty

And everything is so messed up

Preoccupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl



You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what your doing?

Imagine where you are?

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face



Everyone is changing

There's no one left that's real

To make up your own ending

And let me know just how you feel

'Cause I am lost without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl



And you could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I will save you

From all of the unclean

I wonder what your doing?

I wonder where you are?

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me



Nobody told me what you thought

Nobody told me what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Told you when to runaway

Nobody told you where to hide

Nobody told you what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Showed you when to runaway



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me

No this pain you gave to me

This pain you gave to me



You take it all

You take it all away

Explain again to me

You take it all away

Explain again to me

Take it all away

Explain again

Explain again

Explain again

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Georgia Aquarium: the world's largest aquarium


more than 8.1 million US gallons
more than 100,000 animals of 500 different species
built on a 20 acre (81,000 m²) site north of Centennial Olympic Park in downtown Atlanta
Funded mostly by a $250 million donation from Home Depot co-founder Bernie Marcus


The Georgia Aquarium in Atlanta