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I would rather go on wanting you and never have you.. than have you, and lose you... and spend the rest of my life wanting what I lost..

Friday, May 7, 2010

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Inside Out -- eve 6 (running through my head)

I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,

swallow my doubt

turn it inside out

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you



I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet,

chalk white and oh so frail.

I see our time has gotten stale.

The tick tock of the clock is painful,

all sane and logical.

I want to tear it off the wall.

I hear words in clips and phrases,

I think sick like ginger ale,

My stomach turns and I exhale.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

I would swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.



SoCal is where my mind states,

but it's not my state of mind.

I'm not as ugly, sad as you.

Or am I origami?

Folded up and just pretend,

demented as the motives in your head.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

I would swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through with you .



I alone am the one you don't know you need

take heed, feed your ego.

Make me blind when your eyes close,

sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.



I alone am the one you don't know you need,

you don't know you need me.

Make me blind when your eyes close,

Tie me to the bedpost.



I would swallow my pride,

I would choke on the rinds,

but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.

Swallow my doubt,

turn it inside out,

find nothing but faith in nothing.

Want to put my tender heart in a blender,

watch it spin 'round to a beautiful oblivion.

Rendezvous, then I'm through,

now I'm through with you



through with you



rendezvous then I'm through with you..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

blurry - puddle of mudd (running through my head)

Every thing's so blurry


And everyone's so fake

And everybody's empty

And everything is so messed up

Preoccupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl



You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what your doing?

Imagine where you are?

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face



Everyone is changing

There's no one left that's real

To make up your own ending

And let me know just how you feel

'Cause I am lost without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl



And you could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I will save you

From all of the unclean

I wonder what your doing?

I wonder where you are?

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me



Nobody told me what you thought

Nobody told me what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Told you when to runaway

Nobody told you where to hide

Nobody told you what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Showed you when to runaway



Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

Well you shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me

No this pain you gave to me

This pain you gave to me



You take it all

You take it all away

Explain again to me

You take it all away

Explain again to me

Take it all away

Explain again

Explain again

Explain again

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Georgia Aquarium: the world's largest aquarium


more than 8.1 million US gallons
more than 100,000 animals of 500 different species
built on a 20 acre (81,000 m²) site north of Centennial Olympic Park in downtown Atlanta
Funded mostly by a $250 million donation from Home Depot co-founder Bernie Marcus


The Georgia Aquarium in Atlanta

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Sunday, April 4, 2010

This year, a record breaking 17,236 attended AB

Favorite AMV:
Video: Dedication
Category: Comedy, Other, Fun, etc. (+2)
Anime: Howl's Moving Castle, My Neighbor Totoro, Spirited Away, etc. (+1)
Song: Eine Kleine Nachtmusik, Frolicher Landmann, Peer Gynt Suite No 1-Morning, etc. (+1)
Artist: Mozart, Robert Schumann, Edvard Grieg, etc.
Creator: dokool (Third Lens Open Productions)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiW0mGVDXEo

Monday, March 1, 2010

THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK

1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t.
2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
3. How about never? Is never good for you?
4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way.
6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon?
7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message.
8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant.
9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying.
10. Ahhhh. I see the f ***-up fairy has visited us again.
11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid.
12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a sh*t.
14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.
15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
16. Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
17. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
18. Any resemblance between your reality and mine are purely coincidental.
19. What am I? Flypaper for freaks?!
20. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
21. It's a thankless job, but I've got a lot of Karma to burn off.
22. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.
23. And your cry-baby whiny-arsed opinion would be?
24. Do I look like a f****** people person to you?
25. This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting.
26. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left.
27. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.
28. If I throw a stick, will you leave?
29. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed.
30. Whatever kind of look you were aiming for, you missed.
31. Oh I get it. Like humor…. but different.........
32. An office is just a mental institute without the padded walls.
33. Can I swap this job for what's behind door .........1?
34. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.
35. Nice perfume (or aftershave). Must you marinate in it?
36. Chaos, panic, and disorder. My work here is done.
37. How do I set a laser printer to stun?
38. I thought I wanted a career; it turns out I just needed the money.
39. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being more intelligent.
40. Wait a minute - I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.
41. Aren't you a black hole of need.
42. I'd like to help you out, which way did you come in?
43. Did you eat an extra bowl of stupid this morning?
44. Why don't you slip into something more comfortable? Like a coma.
45. If you have something to say, raise your hand.........then place it over your mouth.
46. I'm too busy, can I ignore you some other time?
47. Don't let your mind wander, its too small to be let out on its own.
48. Have a nice day, somewhere else.
49. You're not yourself today, I noticed the improvement straight away.
50. You are as pretty as a picture, I'd really like to hang you.
51. Don't believe everything you think.
52. Do you hear that? That's the sound of no-one caring.